I've been pushing myself to achieve in various ways most of my life. I don't expect to be the best at everything, but I certainly don't want to be the worst. I know what my capacity is in most areas. But I also realize I get stuck in the trap of getting too comfortable, and then I don't challenge myself further.
Recently, I've been pushing myself so much at work, I've abandoned virtually all other pursuits in my life. The besties are concerned. I appreciate and agree with their sentiments. I would probably be even more productive at work if I was better rested.
Today, one of the girls asked me what makes me happy and what kind of hobbies I've been partaking in outside of work. I stared at her blankly. Fact: If you hesitate to answer a question like that- you are probably in a bit of trouble.
It's important to take care of yourself, so I'm going to try to do that again. I'll get back to things I enjoy like reading, writing, golfing, fishing, planning trips, gyming, volunteering, and playing with the pups.
Life always seems to go through ebbs and flows. I have to remember to prepare for all occasions.